Ah, ok. I promised everybody a story about my friends and all that crap that they have been up too. And it is a long story.

(A little aside for those of you that dont know about my termonolgy. When I say "party" I don't mean a get-shitfaced-and-stoned sort, its just my friends and I hanging out and crashing together. S'all. We're not into drugs and that crap)

Weekend before this past one (The one with MLK Jr day, cause we had the extra day), my friend Natalie, the one that is now dating my ex, decided that come hell or high water, she just HAD to have her birthday party that sunday. My other friend, Randi, had gotten permission from her folks for 7 people, which is amazingly high for her follks. For Sunday night only. (Those of you with perception can see where this is going: To hell in a pink frilly handbasket)

Anyway. So, seeing this impending disaster on Saturday, The Randy (Andy + Randi.. They're a couple ya see.. so we just combine 'em.. haha, cute. -ahem-) went around, asking everybody where they wanted to party: Her house, or Natalies. Seeing as how Natalie was inviting Blake (whom no one likes, except her) most everyone chose Randi's. I want it known that I was impartial, and refused to choose.

As I'm sure you have predicted, Natalie absolutly exploded when Bill told her that everyone wanted to go to Randi's instead. Quoth Natalie "Fuck Randi, fuck Andy. They can go fuck themselves. Better yet, they can go fuck EVERYBODY!" Yeeeeah... That was kinda bad. So for the last two weeks, Natalie hasn't been speaking to The Randy. They've been passing notes, though me (oh the joy).

As I write this, things are less hostile (Nat has stopped threatening Randi with physical violence, at any rate). I intend to keep both as my friends, until Natalie becomes completely bitchy all the time, which I dont think will be long in coming.

Well, thats the streamlined version... Randi feels like crap over this, Natalie is still hostile, but at least no longer violent. -sigh- its a big chocolate mess, and it doesnt seem to be getting any better. The Randy is angry at my for going to Natalie's party the other day, and while I understand they're reasons for being angry (and they are valid) I'm still going to go, if only to hang out with Tom and Tim. (plus, Tom's my most recent snuggle buddy... I'm a snuggle whore, lemme alone!!) ........ yeah. Annyway. I think I've dug myself enough of a hole for one entry. ^_^ Night everybody!

... I am become Death, Shatterer of Worlds...

...Shini...

hey everyone. Just a quick little blurb to get word out of a bunch of changes around this shitty old place. In short: I amde it no longer shitty! ^__^ Yay. It now has a space theme, and a new title!! Everybody together now: "ohhhh". I also cleaned up that crap that used to be on the right boarder. Yay for cleanness!

Anyway. The title has a pretty broad meaning, but I like it: The sad, slow changing from the person I was when I began this blog, to what I am today, and who I'll be in the future. Sort of a sad, slow decay into adulthood. Depressing, no? But, then again, so is the vast majority of crap I think of and post here. So! It all fits. Yaaay for fitting-ness.

In the next couple days, I plan to update here about whats going on in my life ( And thats a pretty broad topic, as of late) So it'll be entertaining. Spiff keen. ^^ Laters!

I am become Death, Shatterer of Worlds

...Shini...

Ahh, I return yet again! (is it just me, or has the last few entries felt like nothing but a series of "come back" posts?) ah well, moving on.

After defeating my computer's evil shamanic monkey magic, I'm back with a whole shit load of crap to rant about! :: Pauses for a wild cheer of a crowd... gets a single fart :: ...Anyway, yeah. The name and color scheme of this blog will soon be changing from "Renegade", with a totally kick ass blue/violet over black set up, to "A Sad Metamorphsis", with all new sparkly colors! Okay, maybe not sparkly exactly, but they'll be new anyway!

My life as I know it is essentially unchanged. School. Work. Sore feet, tiredness, and all that shit. Blake (My ex) is now Natalie's boyfriend, which is a new devlopment, so good luck to them (they'll need it).

In other news, I may become a local model (strictly small time, I'd imange.. This IS me after all.. If you need proof, check out my profile. Just cover your eyes first, and try not to scream.) Yeah, my stepmom has decided that I need to be one. So hip-hop, away I go to the modeling agency. We'll see how this one turns out... Tune in sunday night for an update on this.

Hm.. Nothing much else to report. While I have many things to bitch about, I am too tired to go on for much longer... So, keep watching my blog (all two of you that do) and I'll start posting pretty soon. Take care!

... I am become Death, Shatterer of Worlds ...

... Shini ...

(Dig the Signature?)