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Something of an Explanation
09.26.05 (10:15 pm)   [edit]
I once tried to explain my views on just why a relationship was so special to me, and failed miserably. So, now that it's had better than a week to rattle about my head, I feel I should commit it to this blog, if for nothing other then a post. (Which have become all too infrequent, and for that I'm sorry.) So I'm not sure if the person I tried to explain to still reads this blog, but if you do, you know who you are and I hope this helps explain it a bit better. I'm much more articulate in typing.

So. I am a person who loves friends with ease. I trust all my friends, to deep levels. However, I don't open up easily. My problems are my problems. My friends have enough of their own problems to deal with that they don't need to help me out with my shit (I can hear you all screaming "no!" already...) So, when I do open up and let someone in, it's a big gamble for me. I won't say why, for the same reason, but take me a my word there. And when I'm in a relationship, I tend to let them in deeper then others, because they're supposed to care more. That’s part of why.

I'm not really sure what to call another part. Its not really jealousy, nor is it being possessive. Here, decide for yourself: when that rare someone (I don't get around a lot) decides that he wants to be with me, its him saying that "No, I want only you... for awhile, anyway." At least, that's how I interpret relationships. So, whatever that comes out to be, in your book.

So. If you followed this post, and it made any sense at all to you, then well done: you can follow my inane thought process.

(And no, I don't know why my format messed up... Hopefully that'll go away)
 
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