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| 11.14.06 (12:00 am) [edit] |
So, I died here again. whats new with that? (I do apologize to Whisper- I have no excuse, and just hope you forgive me)
But I am back to complain again! Again, whats new?
So I'm in a relationship with a guy in my school, and things are pretty good. everything happened obscenely fast, but thats how it goes sometimes, and I'm not unhappy. But I do have some complaints that have started to bother me, and I hope that once I vent them here, they'll stop bothering me.
The largest problem is that hes in a frat. More than that, hes PLEDGING to a frat. So all I hear about is the brothers, or the latest drama concerning the brothers. I am SO SICK of it. And lets not forget he plays the "Let's All Ignore Nikki Around My Brothers" game. I feel like I should be inducted as an honorary member for having to listen to everything. More than that, it feels like he has another woman in his life- it takes up that much time. And while I love having space... it feels like I have to share him with another woman. and that bothers me for obvious reasons.
Beyond that, (and speaking of space) he gives me little to none. I sleep beside him almost every night, and see him every day. Its getting to feel like I'm married to the kid. which is WIERD. So I think something is going to have to change there, and soon. Beause its starting to get old, and I'm starting to fall into the same old trap I ususaly do and thats get sick of my boyfriends. I am starting to get sick of him. The way he rants on and on, for literally a half hour PER TOPIC annoys me. The way that, while ranting, he compeletly ignores what I say. The way he repeats himself indefinatly annoys the crap outta me. He paces. He is moody. He doesn't like shaving his face, yet gives me shit at the least stubble on my legs. He whines and complains.
But thats really the only things that are bothering me, and most arn't things I can change. For all that, I am pretty happy with him. He treats me well, respects me (mostly) and when I really needed him, he almost litterally came running to me. he even dropped what he was doing with his frat to come to me. I felt loved that day, and do every day I see him. We have a good thing, all and all, and I do love him.
I think that partly the reason all this is starting to bother me is because, recently, I've been given a very tempting offer from another man. Note, not guy but man. Hes 26, and very handsome and we click well together. Its not the goofy best-friend kind of click my boy and I have, but more of an adult level thing. when I talk with im, it doesnt feel like a college relationship... I dunno. He lives back home, and I'm here in Miami so I doubt anything will happen. But over winter break...? I dunno. We'll see hw it goes.. I'll try to be alive here more often and keep this blog more up to date.
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posted by: christine (reply)
post date: 11.13.06 (10:40 pm)
help! I want to read your blog but the font is too small and the colours make it too difficult. Yikes - anything to help an ol' gal?
posted by: 69whisper (reply)
post date: 11.18.06 (2:03 am)
ahhh... sorry for the late response, but i thought you will let me know when you are back here. anyways there is no need of any apologies. I am happy that you are back.
you were far away from such "guy" and 'love" thingy when we shared notes last time. how did it happen so fast ? but i am happy for you that finally you decided in this guy's favour.
about the first one. i think he needs to realize that you also need to say something or to share. and you should tell him so, some people do not really know what to do and how to behave till the time you make them realize. Coz you love him, so you need to tell him what you are thinking when he is ranting about the frat thing, only then the relationship will work. Otherwise one fine morning you will be fed up from him and you will love no more. If this guy is treating you well , respecting you, helped you when you needed him and most of all that you feel happy with him then lets give him a chance and try to improve or modify him a bit to suit you. (hope you will excuse me for this)
about the other guy ,you need to keep away from him till you are in relation with the first. Let this one not bother your mind NOW.
i will wait for your response. :)
posted by: 69whisper (reply)
post date: 11.23.06 (10:39 pm)
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