So I said I would try and keep this place more updated. Heres me holding good on that. (for once. How many other times have I said that and it hasnt happened?)

I had something deep and rather interesting, but it fell out of my head. Kinda sucks, but oh well. If you want deep, go read Atlas Shrugged, by Ayn Rand. THAT will give you a mental mind fuck. It ain't my job. I'm just a blogger, not a novellist. Though I did write a short story I'm proud of, and some of you know the one I mean. Anyway. Great book.. Y'all should read it.

As for whats going on in my life, some major changes are about to take place. I'm getting ready to leave my current boyfriend for the guy in St. Louis- Shaun. I'm excited about what we'll have (and are already lucky enough to have). But I'm sad for my current boy... I don't want to kill him or his emotions, just... not be with him anymore. I won't tell him about my pending relationship, in interest of that, unless he asks. I won't lie to him. It DOES feel like I'm with a good friend, which is a weird feeling.  We get along well enough... it just lacks that intensity and that bond that Shaun and I have. I also won't cheat on my current boy, which includes saying certain phrases. (Of course, some argue that if you want to say them, then you've already betrayed him in your heart. Which I can see... But the overt ACT of willingly disreguarding his feelings and what we currently have... I just can't do it. It doesnt feel right or good. No matter HOW MUCH I want too...)

I'm preparing for my first go-round of college finals. Eep! I'm kinda nervous, but I'm confidant I can pull it off with flying colors. Blargh. Whatever. I'll deal with it in stride, like I always have done and always will do.

That is all. Engage! (yay Star Trek: TNG... Yes, I am the Queen of the Dorks)